First off, me and wrapping papers don't have ANY chemistry. It's worst now 'cos I only have a limited amount of it ... it makes my life get a whole lot tougher. Yes, people. I'm currently stuck with this pathetic amount of this really pretty wrapping paper and I'm all like 'shit, how the hell am I supposed to do this?' Yes. Nevermind about that. Right now, let me back track and maybe that'll give my brain some time to come up with a solution. Friday was very much like a Friday. I mean, how bad can Fridays get, right? Even if they're like crappified beyond belief, it's the weekends after that so nobody really gives a damn. U-huh. So then there's Saturday where I had my piano lessons and did a little 'birthday shopping' and went back home. I realised that I'm the most fickle-minded person I've ever known. I mean, I kept making trips to the counter only to go back and get something else. Imagine this: You went into a shop with your friend (you are really tired, btw) only for her to take an eternity to get what she wants. Sorry, Praba. You had to resort to get out of the shop without me even realising. But that was quite rude of you, actually. I mean, I was actually having a conversation with you only to realise that it wasn't really you. Yes. That's pretty awkward, isn't it? Anyways, been reading the book which I borrowed under Paddy's name and is overdued. Just started, actually. Nevermind about that. It's a good book ... can't wait to finish it. Okay, let me stop being so calm and everything. I'll be getting back my results next week. I worked my ass studying hard for the tests and if I don't do well I guess I'm gonna be quite bumped out about it. I mean, I started studying for them about a few days then I normally do and that's really something. If I don't do as expected, I think I might actually resort to giving up, really. It's no point anymore ... me studying like crap and then THAT crappified shit of a mark is what I get for my tests. The thing is that, I don't really have an idea WHERE I went wrong! If that doesn't drive someone crazy, what would? Yeah so let's just cross our nice little fingers hoping that maybe, just maybe I can actually be content with my marks. Oh and there's Ugly Betty on today. Not missing that ... probably will tape it though, 'cos I'd be too busy sleeping to watch it. Ugh ... why would someone sleep so early? School. Something which I've been DREADING ever since this year started. You know, everything's just so weird to get used to and I'm given so little time to get used to the new environment and having tests just make you wanna give up all the more. I mean, it's no stupid lame-ass stepping stone but it's just this huge rock that's thrown at you and you sometimes, you can't get out of its way in time. That's how I feel about this whole thing. It's just stressful and seriously, what's the freaking point in like pressurizing all of us for this test that's the end of next year?! (oh yes ... how could I forget? We have VERY little time, don't we?) Well ... at least let me get used to everything. I'm like SHEEEESH, PEOPLE! GET A FREAKING LIFE OF YOUR OWN AND STOP TRYING TO STEAL MINE, WOULD YA? Ahhh. This is just too much to take and sometimes, you seriously can't help but just wanna succumb to the idea that you're never gonna get over it and you're doomed to fail this. I really wanna fast-forward my life and get into university ... I can't wait to get to university. Well, even graduate from it and buy myself a nice apartment by the sea and just settle down. No school, no exams, no homework ... just the way I like it. That's the good life, I tell you. Can't wait to get to that stage. Well, till then I guess that I'll just have to suffer. Hopefully I make it out alive ... if I don't, well then, that's just too bad, right? Right now, I think I've just found the perfect solution to the wrapping paper thing. Did it really take me this long to type the whole entry to get it? Damn, I must really suck at this. Nevermind, when the right time comes, I'll be hiring people to wrap gifts for me. No worries ... ahh, I love day-dreaming. So long, everyone.